As I have come to value my relationship with my creator more I have found that my preferences for an agitated cerebral state have somewhat diminished.
Let me see if I can explain. I was once quite fond of a didactic method of conversing wherein I gave all information about what was wrong with the world around me and just how deeply flawed it was. I also was quite eager to tell others just what needed to be done. The usual suspects were related to how poorly organized the US public transportation system was, the struggle that most people have to go through to make a living, the arrogance of our government and businesses, the vacuity of our popular culture.
Now, all of these things may still be true. However, I really do not find these observations alone nor the conclusions about what should be done about them particularly compelling anymore. This morning some friends of mine and I really had our first cup of coffee together. I take seriously the doings of the federal government and the potential loss of civil liberties that may be occurring. But I just am not surprised by how we have responded in the US. Given our sense of apartness from the rest of the world as a whole that preceded last September and our relative withdrawal from the political processes for a long time now the reaction is not surprising. But additionally, I am not that agitated about what has happened. I really don't think that the changes that are occuring *now* are really so unthinkable.
I don't fancy myself as particularly complacent nor especially politically active. I just think that some of my brothers and sisters whose voiced reactions have been primarily linked to a criticism of the current administration are missing much of the significance of what is going on.
I think that many in our culture are being reoriented to our position in the world. Perhaps we are a part of it (as we always ahve been). And despite our previous convictions, perhaps we are not really meant to change the world in quite the way we thought. Perhaps, our imperfect world is in some senses, necessarily intractably mismanaged and abused. This in no way excuses any abuses of persons in our prisons or bellicose talk on our part or secret deals to bring about the deaths of people that threaten us. But perhaps being American now is to recognize that we are incapable of changing our world through financial and military coercion alone.
